|Teaching manual for next semester. Eek!|
To make a long story short: things have improved, greatly.
To make a short story a long blog post...
In those first few weeks, my biggest issues were nervous nausea before class and dealing with students who seemed to have no opinions, thoughts, feelings or ability to speak out loud. While I am still terribly nervous prior to teaching (I hear this never really goes away - yay?) my students have improved so much. We still have our awkward stretches of silence, mostly following the question, "What did you think about this piece?" but I no longer think it's because they hate writing, reading, school, and/or me. I'm pretty sure they have come to accept the fact that I will randomly call on someone and they are content to wait me out. Nine times out of ten, the person I call on gives a great answer, so I know the opinions are in there. Luckily, I'm getting better at drawing them out.
My students seem to like workshop best, which is no surprise. Workshop is awesome and in my class, we keep it pretty traditional. Students write a short story or an essay and distribute copies to everyone in the class. The class goes home to read and comment on the stories, and the following week is workshop time. First, I ask someone to quickly summarize the plot of the story and then we go around in a circle so everyone has a chance to speak, first discussing what worked in the piece, and then discussing what the writer might need to consider while revising. Finally, the writer gets to ask us any questions they might have (or talk about what gave them the idea for the piece - they really like talking about that, and honestly I like hearing it. Process is fascinating!)
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As for my weaknesses as a teacher: lack of confidence, being an easy grader, accepting too many excuses (missed classes, late work, etc), and a basic inability to ask a question and then wait for someone to answer it - if it's quiet for more than six seconds, I can't stand it and jump in, giving them the answer. Six seconds of silence in a classroom seems like an eternity. I'm okay with most of these issues - I know the bulk of them will be resolved through time and experience. I'll probably always be soft when it comes to late work and grading due to my bleeding heart, but don't tell my students that.
Overall, I like teaching. It's time-consuming and nerve-racking and frustrating, but it can also fun and rewarding. Yesterday, as she was leaving, one of my favorite students told me mine was her favorite class, and that alone made every moment of nausea worth it.